Ok so officially I am half way done with Jon being gone...so excuse this post it will mostly be my way of venting! It kind of started last night when i ordered a pizza. I know this sounds harmless. But when the pizza guy got out of his car, he was a little scary. And when he came up to the door he told Emma how cute she was and asked her name, I was so shocked I blurted out Emma. This was one of those moments that I wished I said Ashley or something (although, Emma probably would have said 'no it's not it's Emma, mommy') So I was up all night pretty sure that the pizza guy was going to return! I am sure that he was just being nice, but my brain is fried from pregnancy so I can only think the WORST possible scenerio. Today was by far the hardest day...Today just started off on the wrong foot. Emma was so impatient this morning she kept yelling at me to hurry and do this and do that (I know unbelievable, but I am telling the truth) Then it was off to preschool for her (yeah!), and off to the Dr's for me (no progress! Not a surprise!) Anyway I felt like I was constantly telling Emma to be nice, and be patient, all day. In the car tonight on the way home from dropping off some super saturday stuff, I decided maybe I would feel better if I just apoligized to Emma for being crabby all day (weird to say sorry to a kid, but it always makes me feel better) Anyway she was so cute...she said you have been nice mommy, you played with me, and you haven't been naughty at all. It was so sweet, and definately put a better spin on our evening. But I must admit, when she fell asleep i felt like singing. (I have the WORST voice ever) Now I am bored and could probably find some excuse to call somebody. But like I mentioned before my brain is fried and I don't know how well the conversation would go! Well now that I have gotten this all out I feel like hitting the delete button! I also feel much better. Now hopefully the pizza guy won't appear and I can go to sleep! Oh and Jon has already given me next week off! That is also making me feel better!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Hump Day
Posted by Mandy at 9:11 PM
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I'm so sorry I can't be there to help you out! Hang in there-the pizza guy won't come back, but I know it must have been scary!! I'll come extra long when you have the baby, I promise. Daddy found out today he got two jobs in Arizona and one in Colorado so I'm going to get all the jobs set up and ready next week so I'll be ready to go when you call! Love you lots- try and get some sleep.
I would have totally reacted the same way. I hate it when Devon's out of town--my mind always plays tricks on me. It's amazing how much we depend on our husbands and what a difference it makes when they are gone! Hang in there!
It is so hard when Deron is gone. I hate it! The boys get bored with me. Your hair is so cute, and you look fantastic!! Emma is such a little sweetheart! When I get grumpy Ethan asks me why i am so grouchy! Good luck with the rest of the time. I will be thinking about you.
I am assuming that the pizza guy didn't come! I am with you there on the freaked out thing. I can psych myself out so bad when Ryan isn't around!
So am I curious about this whole "having the week off" thing...I think I need to look into it since Ryan will be gone for nearly two weeks in April.
Hang in there girl and give me a call if you need to! I can be a great listening ear!
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